So after trying out some swimming trunks today, I grabbed the biggest sweater I could find and I thought, “Oh, wouldn’t it be cool if I pretended to be a hood-rat and start dancing to really ghetto west coast music?”
So I put a wave-cap on and sagged my shorts like mig-thigh and I just started…
I don’t care what kind of blog I have I will blog this no matter what.
"Craving sensation: feeling unreal" was such a huge part of the beginning of my relapse. I was convinced that people in front of me didn’t even exist and I kept touching things and trying to feel sensation. I’m reblogging because I know that that was so horrifying for me and I never want anyone else to go through it.
In case someone needs to see this
Just in case this can help someone. Some suggestions also seem harmful (eating a hot pepper really hurts!!!) but steps to feeling better and not self harming is most important. Sending you love and light